Ok today was a really long day, and its really late now. Left church at 1am, and went to maccas with Sam, Su, Samantha, and Leon. So i just got back and its almost quarter past 2.
But WOW! I saw Aunty Catherine in action today and she was amazing! I always knew how good she was from other people, but today i saw it with my own eyes, and really believe that she is a really really strong woman of God! She's got so much experience, and i really believe that she has a really intimate relationship with God. She also has this amazing heart of love and compassion for the lost and unsaved. Really happy that she is the leader of the women's net, and also a pastor of the church :)
Anyway, today I heard from Anne that theres gonna be a Pakistani pastor come minister to us at yaf, so Su invited me to Anne's house to pray with them to prepare our hearts. It was an experience. Well, first off both of them are really hungry and have this deep desire to know God more and draw closer to Him. During the prayer time, everyone was just shouting their lungs out, and the room got so hot. But i don't think that i've ever been to many prayer sessions like the one i had with Anne, Su, and Sam. The feeling was just amazing and indescribable, especially since it was a really small group and i was comfortable with all of them. My only concern was that i was the weakest link there and would hinder them and drag them down, which i hope i didn't :/
Hmmm, one thing i wasn't really sure of was that i thought that pastor Nathanael was gonna preach on revival and the fire from God. But he ended up sharing with us previous experiences and preaching to us about obtaining eternal life.. giving it all to God, and surrendering everything that was hindering us. So i was pretty shocked at the end of the night. But in the end i still learnt something, and could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit in the sanctuary.
One thing that bugged my heart for the whole night was that i needed to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and to God. I realized that i wasn't sensitive enough, and thats why i've got problems moving in the flow with God. I thank God for revealing this problem to me, and i pray that God will give me a more sensitive heart, one that is inclined to his voice and his calling. Also many of the strong pastors/preachers all have this wonderful heart that is soo filled with God's love and compassion, and that they are also so sensitive to things around them and to God as well.
I have soo many questions about what happened tonight, i was pretty confused about the order of certain things and how some things were handled. I need to speak to something who knows about these things :S...
Greater is He thats living in me, than he that is in the world...
But WOW! I saw Aunty Catherine in action today and she was amazing! I always knew how good she was from other people, but today i saw it with my own eyes, and really believe that she is a really really strong woman of God! She's got so much experience, and i really believe that she has a really intimate relationship with God. She also has this amazing heart of love and compassion for the lost and unsaved. Really happy that she is the leader of the women's net, and also a pastor of the church :)
Anyway, today I heard from Anne that theres gonna be a Pakistani pastor come minister to us at yaf, so Su invited me to Anne's house to pray with them to prepare our hearts. It was an experience. Well, first off both of them are really hungry and have this deep desire to know God more and draw closer to Him. During the prayer time, everyone was just shouting their lungs out, and the room got so hot. But i don't think that i've ever been to many prayer sessions like the one i had with Anne, Su, and Sam. The feeling was just amazing and indescribable, especially since it was a really small group and i was comfortable with all of them. My only concern was that i was the weakest link there and would hinder them and drag them down, which i hope i didn't :/
Hmmm, one thing i wasn't really sure of was that i thought that pastor Nathanael was gonna preach on revival and the fire from God. But he ended up sharing with us previous experiences and preaching to us about obtaining eternal life.. giving it all to God, and surrendering everything that was hindering us. So i was pretty shocked at the end of the night. But in the end i still learnt something, and could feel the presence of the Holy Spirit in the sanctuary.
One thing that bugged my heart for the whole night was that i needed to be more sensitive to the Holy Spirit and to God. I realized that i wasn't sensitive enough, and thats why i've got problems moving in the flow with God. I thank God for revealing this problem to me, and i pray that God will give me a more sensitive heart, one that is inclined to his voice and his calling. Also many of the strong pastors/preachers all have this wonderful heart that is soo filled with God's love and compassion, and that they are also so sensitive to things around them and to God as well.
I have soo many questions about what happened tonight, i was pretty confused about the order of certain things and how some things were handled. I need to speak to something who knows about these things :S...
Greater is He thats living in me, than he that is in the world...
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im sure u didnt drag them down~
No Lol, you didn't drag us down :)
I love your little snippet there about 'Aunty Catherine' .. hehehe.
There are many treasures in our church - it's a matter of discerning the treasure that each one of us holds in our earthen vessels ;)
God is great in each of us. Let's seek to let that greatness out... out of ourselves, out of others.
Don't worry...
Sometimes I feel like the weakest link too >.<
Anne shared with me that Jesus announced that someone would betray him, the only one who didn't question who it would be...was Judas... I'm sure it was more elegant than that.
But don't worry, just keep the hunger for God burning. *^_^*
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