It's the season for seeking! For me...
Well tonight we had a prayer session with Adrian, Tim, Sam, Su, Henry, and Rowan. And boy was it fun! These stuff never get boring and you can never get sick of it! Its just so amazing! I could sense that the Holy Spirit was gonna do something amazing even before we started praying, there was this stirring in the atmosphere and was different than usual. Anyway the moment we started praying i could really feel the Holy Spirit starting to fill the room, and we ended up praying for 4hrs! haha it was really long but it never felt that long, the most surprising thing is that I felt the Holy Spirit in the room for the whole 4hrs we were praying! It was just like waves and waves that just kept coming one after another, and i could feel the Holy Spirit's presence just wrapped around my whole body. I often have these 'surges' of electric bolts run straight through my body that just shocks me, and a few times it felt as though the muscles in my body were vibrating or shaking, so it looked at though i was shivering, which i obviously wasn't cause i was sweating.. Like Anne said, it really is a HOLY OBSESSION!!
Wow. Then after that i saw Su and Henry drunk.. It was pretty amazing and got pretty distracting for me, cause sometimes it was so funny that i felt that i was gonna burst out laughing too. Thank God i didn't, it would have been very disrespectful of me... First time i saw anything like this, and it wasn't just one person, but two! which made it really funny..synchronized laughing..hahaha..
Anyway for me like i said, I'm in a season of seeking! Seeking after God, his touch, and voice.
The whole time i was praying i was just praying for two things.
1) To see God's face, feel His touch, and hear His voice(very clearly).
2) More glory, power, anointing, and His presence in my life.
Why? I feel that a personal encounter with God is a really important thing for me to move forward with my walk with God right now. I find it really hard to share or minister to other people about a God whom i don't even know personally. I can't say that i know Him because i've never even met him! This encounter with God will really give me a big boost to break down any walls that are in between God and myself, and that would be a major life changer for me. Its just one of those things that i feel is of utmost importance for me to move forward.
Secondly, i personally want more glory, power, anointing, and His presence in my life because i want to be like those kinds of greater preacher/pastors where they just walk in the room and the presence of God just falls so mightily in that place because they carry such a strong anointing of God. I want to be able to walk in the streets and see people fall all around me weeping in tears, on their knees, because they got so convicted just by the sheer presence and glory of God. I would say that this is one of my long term goals :).
For some weird reason i decided to read revelations today just as a side topic, cause i've never really read the whole book before. I managed to finish reading it, and found it understandable, English wise. But i don't think i got most of the spiritual meanings behind it, it was so much different compared to the other books. A full in depth study on the book of Revelations would sound really good.
Well for devotions today..I read Daniel 12 which was prophecy on the end times as well. It was pretty unclear for me too, don't think that i got what God was really trying to tell us there.
The stuff that I understood were these:
2 Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt. 3 Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever.
10 Many will be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked will continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand.
Pretty much these 3 verses were all that i could really understand or at least know what they are talking about from this chapter. v2-3 there will those who will wake up to everlasting life, and the rest to shame and everlasting contempt(two total opposite extremes), good thing or scary thing about it is that it is everlasting. I don't think men will ever understand the concept of everlasting or eternity in our minds. It may be because we were create as humans who have limited brain capacity, we know everlasting means forever, but can we really truly grasp eternity? Verse 3 is what we all should aim to be. Wise and lead many to righteousness, because then we will shine like the brightness of the heavens and like the stars forever and ever. Which is always a good thing.
In v10, many will be purified, wicked will continue to be wicked, and those who are wicked won't understand but those who are wise will. Whatever the case, i pray that i will be under that 'wise' category, cause only then would we understand. And the wicked would never end up in heaven anyway.
Didn't uderstand stuff like the two men in linen robe, what did they represent? What were they talking about?(It will be for a time, times and half a time) What did the number of days represent?(1290, 1335?) And what did God mean in verse 4?
4 But you, Daniel, close up and seal the words of the scroll until the time of the end. Many will go here and there to increase knowledge."
All these end days talk are so confusing, but at the same time relevant since we ARE living in the end days. Sometimes i wish that classes would be held on like topics on end days, how to pray effective for healing, how to cast out demons, how to see God's face, how to have more of God in our lives..
But i guess all these answer can be find in the Bible, its most probably just that i still don't understand half of them yet. So i pray for wisdom, revelation, and discernment from God. That as i continue to read the Bible, He will reveal many stuff that i don't understand to me. (It would also be good if people can teach it too though, i'm sure many people would be interested and benefit from it :))
Open your eyes, look to the sky, the king of love the king of heaven, tell everyone your daughters and son, the king of love the king of heaven
Well tonight we had a prayer session with Adrian, Tim, Sam, Su, Henry, and Rowan. And boy was it fun! These stuff never get boring and you can never get sick of it! Its just so amazing! I could sense that the Holy Spirit was gonna do something amazing even before we started praying, there was this stirring in the atmosphere and was different than usual. Anyway the moment we started praying i could really feel the Holy Spirit starting to fill the room, and we ended up praying for 4hrs! haha it was really long but it never felt that long, the most surprising thing is that I felt the Holy Spirit in the room for the whole 4hrs we were praying! It was just like waves and waves that just kept coming one after another, and i could feel the Holy Spirit's presence just wrapped around my whole body. I often have these 'surges' of electric bolts run straight through my body that just shocks me, and a few times it felt as though the muscles in my body were vibrating or shaking, so it looked at though i was shivering, which i obviously wasn't cause i was sweating.. Like Anne said, it really is a HOLY OBSESSION!!
Wow. Then after that i saw Su and Henry drunk.. It was pretty amazing and got pretty distracting for me, cause sometimes it was so funny that i felt that i was gonna burst out laughing too. Thank God i didn't, it would have been very disrespectful of me... First time i saw anything like this, and it wasn't just one person, but two! which made it really funny..synchronized laughing..hahaha..
Anyway for me like i said, I'm in a season of seeking! Seeking after God, his touch, and voice.
The whole time i was praying i was just praying for two things.
1) To see God's face, feel His touch, and hear His voice(very clearly).
2) More glory, power, anointing, and His presence in my life.
Why? I feel that a personal encounter with God is a really important thing for me to move forward with my walk with God right now. I find it really hard to share or minister to other people about a God whom i don't even know personally. I can't say that i know Him because i've never even met him! This encounter with God will really give me a big boost to break down any walls that are in between God and myself, and that would be a major life changer for me. Its just one of those things that i feel is of utmost importance for me to move forward.
Secondly, i personally want more glory, power, anointing, and His presence in my life because i want to be like those kinds of greater preacher/pastors where they just walk in the room and the presence of God just falls so mightily in that place because they carry such a strong anointing of God. I want to be able to walk in the streets and see people fall all around me weeping in tears, on their knees, because they got so convicted just by the sheer presence and glory of God. I would say that this is one of my long term goals :).
For some weird reason i decided to read revelations today just as a side topic, cause i've never really read the whole book before. I managed to finish reading it, and found it understandable, English wise. But i don't think i got most of the spiritual meanings behind it, it was so much different compared to the other books. A full in depth study on the book of Revelations would sound really good.
Well for devotions today..I read Daniel 12 which was prophecy on the end times as well. It was pretty unclear for me too, don't think that i got what God was really trying to tell us there.
The stuff that I understood were these:
2 Multitudes who sleep in the dust of the earth will awake: some to everlasting life, others to shame and everlasting contempt. 3 Those who are wise will shine like the brightness of the heavens, and those who lead many to righteousness, like the stars for ever and ever.
10 Many will be purified, made spotless and refined, but the wicked will continue to be wicked. None of the wicked will understand, but those who are wise will understand.
Pretty much these 3 verses were all that i could really understand or at least know what they are talking about from this chapter. v2-3 there will those who will wake up to everlasting life, and the rest to shame and everlasting contempt(two total opposite extremes), good thing or scary thing about it is that it is everlasting. I don't think men will ever understand the concept of everlasting or eternity in our minds. It may be because we were create as humans who have limited brain capacity, we know everlasting means forever, but can we really truly grasp eternity? Verse 3 is what we all should aim to be. Wise and lead many to righteousness, because then we will shine like the brightness of the heavens and like the stars forever and ever. Which is always a good thing.
In v10, many will be purified, wicked will continue to be wicked, and those who are wicked won't understand but those who are wise will. Whatever the case, i pray that i will be under that 'wise' category, cause only then would we understand. And the wicked would never end up in heaven anyway.
Didn't uderstand stuff like the two men in linen robe, what did they represent? What were they talking about?(It will be for a time, times and half a time) What did the number of days represent?(1290, 1335?) And what did God mean in verse 4?
4 But you, Daniel, close up and seal the words of the scroll until the time of the end. Many will go here and there to increase knowledge."
All these end days talk are so confusing, but at the same time relevant since we ARE living in the end days. Sometimes i wish that classes would be held on like topics on end days, how to pray effective for healing, how to cast out demons, how to see God's face, how to have more of God in our lives..
But i guess all these answer can be find in the Bible, its most probably just that i still don't understand half of them yet. So i pray for wisdom, revelation, and discernment from God. That as i continue to read the Bible, He will reveal many stuff that i don't understand to me. (It would also be good if people can teach it too though, i'm sure many people would be interested and benefit from it :))
Open your eyes, look to the sky, the king of love the king of heaven, tell everyone your daughters and son, the king of love the king of heaven
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