Friday, May 9, 2008 |  
All the Heavens - Hillsong United

Holy holy are You Lord
The whole earth is filled with Your glory
Let the nations rise to give
Honour and praise to Your name
Let Your face shine on us
And the world will know You live
All the heavens shout Your praise
Beautiful is our God
The universe will sing
Hallelujah to You our King

One of my favourite songs, not too sure why, but i guess i just like it :)

So for devotion today, i read 1 John 4, since our memory verse for this week was from there. The first part talked about knowing if the spirits are from God, or if they were false prophets, which was very interesting. The second part talked about God's love, and as i was reading, verse 18 hit me like a ton of bricks. After reading it i froze and went back to read it again, and again, till the verse sunk into my head.

18There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.

This was like a whole revelation to me, although i've read this verse before, it seems that this time when i read it, it actually meant so much more to me. After prayer meeting on Weds night, aaron came up to me and told me that i am actually greater than this person and that person if i wanted to be. He said that i had so much more potential in me, but im not letting it out. Well, i told him that i sorta knew about it, but there was this barrier that was blocking me from releasing this 'potential' in me out. I roughly knew what that barrier was and it was this fear, fear i had of actually meeting God, seeing His face, and hearing His voice. But i don't know what to do to overcome thiss barrier or wall that was right in front of me.
Then i came across this verse, and everything made so much sense after. I have this fear of being punished for all the sins that i've done, even though i know that i have been forgiven and after that try not to sin. I always end up sinning buy saying something wrong, or having a bad thought, and after that i feel so bad, then i pray for forgiveness again and He forgives me. However this cycle just continues and continues, no matter how hard i try to not sin, i always end up sinning somehow.. and it is because of that i have this fear of being punished. I realized that i don't have this perfect love for God and i still don't know so much about Him. So to overcome this fear, i just have to keep on learning to love God more and more till this fear of having an actual encounter with Him goes away. Then i guess i'll be able to pass this barrier.

Another interesting thing that i read from 'The God Chaser' that is worth a thought is when the author writes
' In all my reading and study of the Bible, I have never found any person mentioned in the Scriptures who really had an "God encounter" and then "backslid" and rebelled against God. Once you experience God in His glory, you can't turn away from Him or forget His touch. It's not an argument or a doctrine; its an experience.'

Amen! may we all who have an encounter with God, never backslid and rebel against God, coz a true encounter is an experience that we will never forget!



You are worthy O Lord of all honour, You are worthy to receive all praise. In Your presence I live, and with all I have to give, I will worship You...
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