Alright so today during worshipNet as we were praying i had a vision. I didn't share it because it wasn't an encouraging one, so i decided to talk to Anne about it first.
As we were praying, i really wanted God's presence to fall so greatly and mightily in the chapel. No doubt i could sense His presence, but i just wanted so much more of it! God is an infinite God, and we shouldn't be content with where we're at or how much we're getting! Well anyway i had this vision of a whole circle of angels behind us with their wings like fully stretched out, covering and protecting all of us like a mighty barrier. I felt God telling me that He has sent His angels to encamp and surround us so that we won't get affected by the attacks of the enemy from the outside, we were invincible. But our weakness was on the inside. God told me that there were people who's hearts weren't right with God, and there were some who weren't focused and totally fixed on God. I was really disappointed because i could feel that God was right there waiting, waiting for us to be hungry enough so that He could so mercifully pour out His blessings and anointing upon us. He was even willing to descend into the room so greatly that we wouldn't be able to stand in His presence but to fall to our knees. I really wanted that.
Sadly, God told me that He would only come in His glory and power when he feels that EVERYONE was hungry enough for Him, and wanted Him really badly. If we're not hungry and thirsty for Him, He won't fill us up.
I can't really explain how i felt because i was sad, disappointed, and felt betrayed at the same time. Betrayed because i felt that God was so close to us and that we were on the brink of something great, so great that we could have actually seen a glimpse of Him in His glory. However we missed out because of the minority there who weren't in line with God. I know that many people were crying their lungs out to God(at least i was), and many sensed something cool, but i just don't think that we're aiming high enough. Sam reminded me again when he shared with us that God is and infinite and unlimited God, and since He resides in us, therefore we are also infinite and unlimited. No Limits No Boundaries. Many people stay that we gotta step out of our box, but guess what. THERE IS NO BOX! because of the limitless God that resides in us!
After that, i really felt convicted that God wants us to seriously seek after Him, and His face. We can't really say that we know something if we haven't actually seen them yet. So i'm planning on gathering a few people who sincerely and seriously want to have a face to face encounter with God, and meet up once a week to have a serious time of prayer where we go all out to seek Him and His face. I don't find it fair that because of this minority, the majority of the people who really desperately want God miss out because they get pulled down. So i'm hoping that those who are willing to go all out 110% to seek God's face, and are willing to put their lives on line for just a glimpse of His face( cause we won't know what will happen to us after we see His face), we could gather and pray. For those who aren't committed and aren't as hungry for God, i will beg you to please don't come. God is serious and we won't want to mess around with Him. Life isn't a game.
I realised that Henry's group is starting a similar prayer thing, he said that it's open but im not too sure what kind of prayer they'll be doing. So i might have a talk with him some time to get more info on it.
p.s thx Su for the new Bible, really needed it :)
As we were praying, i really wanted God's presence to fall so greatly and mightily in the chapel. No doubt i could sense His presence, but i just wanted so much more of it! God is an infinite God, and we shouldn't be content with where we're at or how much we're getting! Well anyway i had this vision of a whole circle of angels behind us with their wings like fully stretched out, covering and protecting all of us like a mighty barrier. I felt God telling me that He has sent His angels to encamp and surround us so that we won't get affected by the attacks of the enemy from the outside, we were invincible. But our weakness was on the inside. God told me that there were people who's hearts weren't right with God, and there were some who weren't focused and totally fixed on God. I was really disappointed because i could feel that God was right there waiting, waiting for us to be hungry enough so that He could so mercifully pour out His blessings and anointing upon us. He was even willing to descend into the room so greatly that we wouldn't be able to stand in His presence but to fall to our knees. I really wanted that.
Sadly, God told me that He would only come in His glory and power when he feels that EVERYONE was hungry enough for Him, and wanted Him really badly. If we're not hungry and thirsty for Him, He won't fill us up.
I can't really explain how i felt because i was sad, disappointed, and felt betrayed at the same time. Betrayed because i felt that God was so close to us and that we were on the brink of something great, so great that we could have actually seen a glimpse of Him in His glory. However we missed out because of the minority there who weren't in line with God. I know that many people were crying their lungs out to God(at least i was), and many sensed something cool, but i just don't think that we're aiming high enough. Sam reminded me again when he shared with us that God is and infinite and unlimited God, and since He resides in us, therefore we are also infinite and unlimited. No Limits No Boundaries. Many people stay that we gotta step out of our box, but guess what. THERE IS NO BOX! because of the limitless God that resides in us!
After that, i really felt convicted that God wants us to seriously seek after Him, and His face. We can't really say that we know something if we haven't actually seen them yet. So i'm planning on gathering a few people who sincerely and seriously want to have a face to face encounter with God, and meet up once a week to have a serious time of prayer where we go all out to seek Him and His face. I don't find it fair that because of this minority, the majority of the people who really desperately want God miss out because they get pulled down. So i'm hoping that those who are willing to go all out 110% to seek God's face, and are willing to put their lives on line for just a glimpse of His face( cause we won't know what will happen to us after we see His face), we could gather and pray. For those who aren't committed and aren't as hungry for God, i will beg you to please don't come. God is serious and we won't want to mess around with Him. Life isn't a game.
I realised that Henry's group is starting a similar prayer thing, he said that it's open but im not too sure what kind of prayer they'll be doing. So i might have a talk with him some time to get more info on it.
p.s thx Su for the new Bible, really needed it :)
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Angels, wow!!! haha.. keep marching for God!!
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