Friday, January 9, 2009 |  
didn't feel too well today.. woke up with a pretty bad headache, fever, and a sore body.. was pretty much stuck in bed for the whole day. But thank God im feeling much better now, was worried that i'll be feeling too unwell to work tonight, but everything worked out great in the end and i even had a great time at work!
been feeling really weak for the past few days, just too many things going on at once.. been spending less time with God, and more time with friends which isnt really good.. plus the fact that everyone is acting so childish and complaining about every little thing isn't really helping too.. sometimes i just wanna cut myself off from all these emotional things, because they really aren't helping anyone. everyone around has been so negetive, and it definitely isn't a good way to start the new year. i really really need God's wisdom to just be able to sort everything out and be the light that i'm meant to be.. not getting dragged down by the things around me.

I've been letting my guard too many times this holiday, and i'm always being moved by by circumstances instead of conquering it.. As i was sleeping in the afternoon, i felt as if God was saying something to me. He was telling me to be more vigilant, more alert, more aware of my surroundings, to be constantly on guard because sin and temptation is all around me.. the moment i relax, i give in. God has made a way for me, i just have to choose to walk that way, to be constantly on my toes. And vigilance was the key.
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