So at worshipnet today as we were praying, i had a vision which i think was for myself. There was this small plant(something like wheat) that was growing, and it was still pretty young, because it was still in it's growing stage. Then all around were these tall shoots/plants that were surrounding. So i saw a small plant being surrounded by lots of other older and bigger plants that were definitely much more mature than the smaller one. And God told me that i was that small plant that was surrounded by many other bigger, stronger, and more mature plants(brothers and sisters at church). That i was trying to keep up with them, and forcing myself to be more like them, but in the process suffocating myself and doing myself more damage than good. It's like God was telling me that i will grow at my own rate/speed and should not be forcing myself to be more like the more mature Christians because there are certain steps that i have to take, and by trying to jump the queeue and speed up the growing process won't help. The older and more mature Christians have gone through more than i have, and some things are learnt through lessons and test. So in order for me the grow to where they are, i should just keep at what im doing and not give up. Because many times i see things happening to them that isn't happening to me, and i wonder why that is the case, and end up being disappointed. So i realised that i shouldnt speed or rush things up, but to go at the speed that God has planned for me, which is ultimately best for me as well.
Then after that anne had a vision of me being a farmer, breaking soil in a huge plot of land with nothing in it at all. And i was there all alone, breaking up the ground slowy. I think i was meant to persevere and not be discouraged, and something to do with breaking of stones and rocks in people hearts? I couldn't really remember much, because it was pretty long, but i know that what i saw and what anne said were pretty much confirmation. I got the same message from God either way, and it really spoke to me.
Day 120.
Problems occured in David's family with his kids..Amnon forced his sister Tamar to sleep with him, and because of that disgraced her. Then her other brother Absalom ended up killing Amnon because of what he did to her sister, and ended up running away. At the end, Absalom comes back to Jerusalem because of the help from Joab. Don't know what i could learn from the passage, but one thing i know was that there definitely was some issues going on within David's family..
Then after that anne had a vision of me being a farmer, breaking soil in a huge plot of land with nothing in it at all. And i was there all alone, breaking up the ground slowy. I think i was meant to persevere and not be discouraged, and something to do with breaking of stones and rocks in people hearts? I couldn't really remember much, because it was pretty long, but i know that what i saw and what anne said were pretty much confirmation. I got the same message from God either way, and it really spoke to me.
Day 120.
Problems occured in David's family with his kids..Amnon forced his sister Tamar to sleep with him, and because of that disgraced her. Then her other brother Absalom ended up killing Amnon because of what he did to her sister, and ended up running away. At the end, Absalom comes back to Jerusalem because of the help from Joab. Don't know what i could learn from the passage, but one thing i know was that there definitely was some issues going on within David's family..
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